by losthusband on Mon Nov 09, 2009 10:50 am
My husband attended the TC in portland for 3 months. His mother bought him a bus ticket to leave the program. As a child his mother medicated him so she could have her addiction with out him and his sister being in the way. He has been in and out of foster homes lived on the streets most of his life. We met in addiction but we both had a time we got sobber and started a life together. His family has always supported his addiction and they have gotten him back into it full fledge. He has been an IV drug user for more then 17 yrs. He got clean for almost 4yrs but then he got in contact with them now he is back. His mother insist he is only happy on the streets with the needle and supports it all the way. All of this leaves me a single mom of 5 boys who I pray the lord will help me save. I dont believe I am suppose to give up on him. Please help me to pray for the lord to help us. He recently got pulled over and had meth and needles but the officer let him go but told him he would give him the chance to go to treatment with out it being court ordered but my husband did not show for the bed date. I no the lord could use this for his good he has been in and out of court ordered treatment programs none have helped. Non of this is out of the Lords controll though. I have struggled with staying sober now and walked away from the lord to a degree. I no I can not get through this with out the lord so am trying to turn back. My children pray for him all the time so do I. Please join with us. Thank you